Its Me, All About My Life, Struggle, Worry, Thought, And Others

where do i start? i like someone but she dont know about me. just like him silently like 'Secret Admirer' or something. im looking information about her to, stalking? hmm maybe but im a person that like to know who's my who i am talking to. sorry about that. anyway i think she's older than me, but i feel like there's some connection or maybe i just want to talk to her. feels weird, never meet in person before but she's stuck at my head. maybe cuz i've been alone for to long. lol.

begini everybody has different situation and way of their own life, ada yang sangat di berkati dengan keluarga yang bisa di bilang full of experience of it even tho they are young they know how to react. and ada yang even tho they are old they dont know how to react and reach their kid. and sometimes it can make your kid feels lonely. i want to discuss about this, so this is my thought about it. lonely, sendirian, feeling alone, sometimes you can't do anything and just sad or cry cuz of it. dan terlebih anehnya, even tho u lagi nongkrong sama temen" lu masih bisa merasakan the loneliness it self. is that make sense? im an introvert person, yes i feel lonely oftenly, so how the god damn ways NOT to be lonely. like what i said even tho im with my friends 'sometimes' i still feel lonely, like something is missing but i don't know what it is... maybe you need a girlfriend/soulmate? here's the question. is it okay, if having or getting a girlfriend just to get rid o...